Thursday, October 29, 2020

二舅母 My Aunt



 















在一個普通的星期日下午,走進尖沙嘴樂宮戲院,看這部電影 The Heart is a Lonely Hunter  1968 天涯何處覓知心》。這當然不是我的選擇,二舅母是個電影迷。舅母與母親拖著我,整個上午在彌敦道四海綢緞公司打轉,給兩個當秘書的姊姊找長衫料。一個到中環上班,老板是美國墨水筆遠東總代理,辦公室設在文華酒店。另一個是唐人老板鍾先生,後來封了爵,公司在新蒲崗。

累了,便去看電影。母親坐在左邊,舅母在右邊,我就被夾在當中。到了飾演主角的阿倫阿堅 Alan Arkin 自殺那冪,他們都忍不住了,男孩子、大丈夫當然不能哭,眼淚也不能偷偷流,非常辛苦。人生閱歷情感豐富的舅母問我對電影的感受。一個充滿奮鬥心的聾啞人士,竟用這樣的方式了結生命,我只能說不明白。聽著這電影主題音樂,這個情景便活現在眼前。

没有經過正式會計訓練的舅母,只能在唐人開設的友聯磁磚潔具公司當個小角式。中午過後才上班,放工時間就較晚了。加上是個三毛錢小說迷,為趕着看完還書,很晚才睡,黃朝百晏才起床。

母親和阿姨就蹲在板間房門邊,聽舅母講已婚中年老板與多個年青女子的情史,如何用針在情信上刺上心形,以表貞忠,很像俊人小說中的情節,母親聽得津津有味,十分投入。間中也有對大陸貨進行批判一番,比起歐美貨品質量較差不特已,更甚者就是用禾稈草包裝,開箱後發覺磁磚破碎了一大半。

不似得大舅母,喜歡與紅磡街雀友打幾圈衛生麻雀。一有假期,二舅母就會搭佛山或大來,去澳門梳打埠玩一兩手,賭賭運氣,當然要母親同行作伴。她們多乘夜船,這樣便省下入住旅館的費用,多下幾注二十一點。每次最多帶二三百元,輸光了使落船回來,兩手空空,連澳門街是怎樣也不知,大三巴是在南在北沒去過。運氣好,就挽兩罐杏仁餅雞仔餅作戰利品,讓我們大快耳朵。

有次,母親提議要真正遊一遊澳門,租了汽車,要司機用特慢速,漫遊全澳,結果所花費用,比在賭枱輸掉還要多。

 二舅父是油麻地上海街林生電器行師父,帶過不少徒弟出身,平時煙不離手,是麻雀十三張高手,工餘還接摩打回家,换銅線圏。不知何故,肺癌肝癌在電器這行業發病率特高,母親一口咬定不是吸煙的關係。二舅父在退休後不久便過身,二舅母與母親往來更加密切,兩人經常一起購物聊天。

架起一副金絲眼镜,穿上碎花長衫,一雙半蹬皮鞋,斑白的頭髪,給人看來更像一個教書先生,誰知她整天對着算盤,在數字中打滾,一分一毫也得放清楚在帳薄上,與她同行,言談間,卻臭不到半點銅臭味。

子女長大了,散落在北美及澳洲大城市,隨着四季轉變,遊走在卡加里,多倫多,墨爾本之間,過着優哉游哉的生活。磁磚老板的風流史,像看電影一樣,流水帳仍是談話中的熱門話題,少不了的是與賭王交手的經歷,母親必定會插嘴說:何生永遠才是她們的手下敗將,因為有賭未為輸。

 









Wednesday, October 28, 2020

麻州亞裔美國人教育工作者協會 Massachusetts Asian American Educators Association



麻州亞裔美國人教育工作者協會(MAAEA)是在波士頓公立學校和聯邦範圍代表著許多亞裔美國人教育工作者。在 2021-2022 學年,有關波士頓考試學校的更改招生辨法的提議雖不完美,但鑑於許多家庭對健康的憂慮,我們認為這是今年的最佳選擇。與其他種族相比,在波市公校 BPS 中選擇遠程學習的亞裔家庭人数較多。重要的是我們要保護家庭的健康,並認識到這種流行病所造成的破壞。


MAAEA 是一個支持獲取,支持多元和支持平權行動的組織。我們支持增加考試學校的多元化和公平,在這些學校中黑人和拉丁裔社區的代表人數不足。從根本來說,我們希望所有學生不論上那所學校,是否參加考試學校,都能獲取優質教育。我們認識到波市公校BPS 是層分的,而且考試學校(尤其是波士頓拉丁學校 BLS)比其他波士頓公立學校,擁有更多的資源。參加考試學校的學生通常會有更多機會。波市公校 BPS 考試學校一直沿用於錄取的系統,貌似公平是一種幻覺,但現實情況是,家境富裕和特權在該系統中,給某些社區帶來不公平的優勢。當務之急是考慮公平和機會,考慮週到地分配考試學校的學位。


展望未來,我們希望在此分享有關此計劃的創建和實施的五個問題。


首先,應使用個人家庭收入和其他機會衡量標準來代替郵政編碼。我們支持委員會為增加多元化和增加進入考試學校的機會所作的努力。但郵政編碼不允許波市公校 BPS 識別高度豪華化地區中的低收入家庭。例如,居住在 South End,Charlestown 和 Chinatown 的房屋計劃和公共住房中的低收入學生,將需要與居住在豪華開發區和高檔公寓中的學生競爭。


其次,應該為在波市公校小學就讀 BPS 的學生保留座位。給選擇退出系統並有能力留在私立學校的私立學校學生,提供如此多的考試學校學位是不公平的。應該為無法負擔私立學校學費,並難以駕馭複雜的私立學校入學和經濟援助手續的家庭保留座位。對於某些人士來說,這可能是個新聞,但據波士頓公共衛生委員會稱,波士頓的亞裔居民以及波市公校BPS 中的亞裔家庭的貧困率與拉丁裔家庭相當,而中等收入與黑人家庭相當。 BPS 波市公校亞洲學生通常不是醫生,科學家和工程師的孩子。他們是餐館,旅館,家庭護理和美甲店工作人員的孩子。我們的許多家庭沒有資源,網絡或語言技能,無法瀏覽甚至不了解METCO 市區到市郊上學或私立,教會,特許,先導或創新學校。根據波市公校 BPS 2019-2020 概覽報告,與其他種族群體相比,亞裔學齡兒童的 波市公校 BPS 入學率最高,為87%,相比之下,拉丁裔家庭為 83%,黑人家庭為 62%,然後是白人家庭佔 58%。對於我們的許多家庭而言,考試學校似乎是他們接受高質量教育的唯一選擇。


第三,我們的家庭對這項提議一無所知,只得悉二手和三手的消息了。我們了解到,該提案是在面對大流行病的嚴峻時刻限制下制定的。但正如我們在過去六個月中看到太多的次數,以及在過去幾十年中發生的不計其數的事例一樣,BPS 波市公校將非英語家庭視為事後的想法,即使一半的波市公校 BPS 家庭說英語以外的語言。我們最近發現,有關該建議的摘要信,在一週前已發佈在 BPS 波市公校考試學校的網站上,但我們認識的社區中沒人知道這封信。僅僅發信並期望非英語家庭能夠找到訊息是不夠的。即使有足夠的外展服務,一個星期也不足以理解該建議。如果 BPS 波市公校保持這種以英語為先的想法,就不能自稱為反種族主義或具有文化敏鋭的地區了。


第四,所有波市公校 BPS 家庭都有權了解正在發生的事情,並有權參與決策過程。這包括亞裔社區。我們組織的成員還記得華裔學生乘校巴從唐人街到查里士鎮是如何被扔石頭的。當時,為我們的社區沒有任何協商或考慮 - 任由我們自己去想辨法。 BPS 波市公校和波士頓市府在沒有我們参予的情況下,為我們强加決策,這種模式已經持續了數十年。


第五,高質量的教育體驗不僅僅是考試成績和大學入學統計數字。 BPS波市公校的大多數亞裔學生都集中在少數學校。儘管這些學校人數眾多,但仍有太多人感到不存在,無法獲得所需的協助。在 2019 年的《青少年風險行為調查評估數據》(YRBS)中,有 82% 的BPS 波市公校亞裔中學生表示他們很少或從未獲得所需的協助,比其他群體高出 12 個百分點。同一項調查還發現,自殺學生中的亞裔學生比波市公校 BPS 中其他任何組別都要多。這是一個無聲的危機是需要解決的,這種危機在測試分數和成績數據中無法顯現出來的。


我們的家庭像所有家庭一樣,希望為孩子提供優質的學校和機會。但是他們已經被利用,忽略和變得隱蔽了數十年。他們有無法解決的實際需求。他們希望獲悉並作為影響他們的決策的一部分。他們希望被重視和發聲。我們的組織支持 BPS 波市公校考試學校2021-2022 的招生建議,即使並不完美。我們希望與學生,家庭和波士頓公立學校合作,以改善波士頓公立學校所有學生的教育體驗。


麻州亞裔美國人教育工作者協會


The Massachusetts Asian American Educators Association (MAAEA) represents many Asian American educators in the Boston Public Schools and around the Commonwealth. The proposal to change admissions to the Boston Exam Schools for the 2021-2022 school year is not perfect, but we support it as the best option for this year, given the health concerns many families have. More Asian families in BPS chose remote learning than any other racial group. It is important to protect the health of our families and recognize the disruptions that this pandemic has caused.  

 MAAEA is a pro-access, pro-diversity, and pro-affirmative action organization. We support increased diversity and equity of access to the exam schools, in which Black and Latinx communities have been underrepresented.  Fundamentally, we want all students to have a high quality education regardless of the school they attend, exam school or not. We recognize that BPS is stratified, and that the exam schools, particularly BLS have many more resources than other Boston Public Schools. Students who attend exam schools often have more opportunities. The system that BPS has been using for exam school admission has the illusion of fairness, but the reality is that family money and privilege give some communities a unfair advantage in this system.  It is imperative that seats at the exam schools be distributed thoughtfully, with equity and opportunity in mind. 

We want to share five concerns about the creation and implementation of this plan as we look to the future.

First, individual family incomes and other measures of opportunity should be used instead of zip codes. We support the efforts that the committee has made to increase diversity and increase access to the exam schools.  However, zip codes do not allow BPS to identify low-income families in highly gentrified areas. For example, low income students living in the projects and public housing of South End, Charlestown and Chinatown will need to compete with students living in luxury developments and upscale condos. 

Second, seats should be reserved for students who attend BPS in elementary school.  It is inequitable to give so many exam school seats to private school students who have opted out of the system and can afford to stay in private schools.  Seats should be reserved for families who cannot afford private school tuition and have trouble navigating the complex world of private school admissions and financial aid.  It may be news to some readers, but Asian residents of Boston, and by extension Asian families in BPS, have poverty rates on par with Latinx families and median incomes on par with Black families according to the Boston Public Health Commission.  BPS Asian students are generally not the children of doctors, scientists, and engineers.  They are the children of restaurant, hotel, home care, and nail salon workers.  Many of our families don’t have the resources, networks, or language skills to navigate or even know about METCO or private, parochial, charter, pilot, or innovation schools.  According to the BPS 2019-2020 At-A-Glance report, Asian school age children have the highest enrollment in BPS compared to other racial groups at 87%, compared to Latinx families at 83%, Black families at 62% and then white families at 58%.  For many of our families, exam schools feel like their only option for a high quality education. 

Third, our families have been left in the dark about this proposal and have been left to get their news second and third hand.  We understand that the proposal was developed with severe time constraints in the face of a pandemic.  However, as we have seen too many times in the last six months, and uncountable times in the last few decades, BPS treats non-English speaking families as an afterthought, even though half of BPS families speak a language other than English.  We recently discovered that summary letters about this proposal were posted on the BPS Exam School website a week ago, but no one in the community that we know of has known about the letters. It's not enough to post letters and expect for the non English speaking families to find them. Even if outreach were sufficient, one week is not enough to understand this proposal.  BPS can’t call itself an anti-racist or culturally responsive district if it continues this English-first mentality.

Fourth, all BPS families have a right to know what is happening and to be part of the decision making process. This includes the Asian community.  Members of our organization remember how the buses of Chinese students were stoned as they were bussed from Chinatown to Charlestown. At the time, there was no consultation or consideration for our community--we were left on our own to figure it out.  This pattern of BPS and Boston making decisions for us without us has been continuing for decades. 

Fifth, a quality educational experience is not just about test scores and college admission statistics. Most Asian students in BPS are concentrated in a few schools. Despite having large numbers at these schools, too many feel invisible and are not getting the help they need.  In the 2019 Youth Risk Behavior Survey Assessment data (YRBS), 82% of BPS Asian middle school students said they rarely or never get the kind of help they need, 12 percentage points higher than any other group.  The same survey found that more Asian students attempted suicide than any other group in BPS. This is a silent crisis that needs to be addressed, a crisis that can’t be seen in test scores and achievement data. 

Our families, like all families, want quality schools and opportunity for their children. But they have been used, ignored, and rendered invisible for decades. They have real needs that are going unaddressed.  They want to be informed and be part of decisions that affect them. They want to be seen and heard. Our organization supports the proposal to BPS Exam School admissions for 2021-2022, even though it is not perfect.  We hope to work together with students, families, and the Boston Public Schools to improve the educational experience of all students in the Boston Public Schools.

Massachusetts Asian American Educators Association